I don't desire to lay with desire
Can't help but get burnt when I'm near the fire
Intense flames shine brightly in the night
Drawn like a moth, I've lost my sight
The look in your eyes has me frozen in place
I try to run but I still see your face
I'm being pulled in two separate ways
And I'm going to break one of these days
Shatter into a million pieces of broken heart
And it's been my fault right from the start
Too weak to say yes, too weak to say no
Too afraid to stay, terrified to go
Am I always destined to cause myself pain
To slit my wrists and watch the tears drain
Drowning in a sea of confusion and fear
Towering waves of emotion clash and tear
If I just let myself drown then the pain will stop
Drain the ocean, freeze my heart