Sigh...

Friday, December 30, 2005

My legs ache with the memory of you within me
A blissful reminder of the euphoria committed
My muscles throbbing in a rhythm reminiscent
A beat silenced long ago rekindled
As if a breath waiting for the moment of release
Places long vacant momentarily resumed
Wounds opened to let the blood
Release the harmful hatred
Heal the two hearts rent apart
Return the circulation of love
Again my energy pulses to the rythm of your heartbeat
Too bad the Love that blossoms
Must be trimmed back into a healthy friendship
But tis better to gain some love returned
Then to cry lonely in the darkness of regret

A stabbing pire burns into the center of my being
Voices cry out in pained ecstacy
Molten skin binds then rents apart
The sickening burnt smell of scorned love
Ripping searing separation before again
The satisfaction of maddening contact
My anger flows out through you
Years of Pain Loneliness Confusion
All resolved in this throbbing rythym
I beg for your teeth at my neck
To tear me open and cleanse my veins
Stab into me, make me scream
Only in this treatment
Can I feel relief from the way
You brutalized my love
Pour yourself into me
Feed my starved heart
Bruise me, let the blood
Release the stagnant poison of heartbreak
Use me take me do with me as you will
To relieve the year of loneliness
My heart ached in the night because you left it
Now my body aches as you enter it
And I am relieved